Got a very strong feeling that sentosa will be cancelled. What to do, dont really care abt it. Lessons in school cancelled tomorrow thats why im still up so late blasting music into my brains. This feeling is.... AWESOME! No worries im using headphones, so my mum and brother or even neighbour will not be awaken.


Hmm. Where have my mood been to? I think i lost it somewhere which i dont know of. So im living a moodless life now. No worries all my people around me, inculding you my dear, it have got nothing to do with all of you. Maybe if you understand me very very very well you will know why. Dear i think you will be blaming yourself that u dont me well and stuff after reading this. But i hope u dont do so. Even my mum who gave birth to me dint even notice something is wrong with me so dont worry. I guess no one in this world will know why, even myself. I shall work hard to find my mood back.

Actually i feel kinda lost. Thats all i know. IM LOST ! Please don ask me what in lost in. Cause i don even know myself. All i know its that this feeling sucks big time. REAL BIG. I just kept feeling something in me heart. I feel like shouting out loud with all my might but many people will think im crazy so i better keep this to myself until i got the chance.

Guess im gonna rot at home later in the day. Awaiting someone to drag me out. But i don feel like going anywhere.


In search for the perfect song for me now.