Today in school was fucked up man. First lesson, Dnt i showed my teacher my idea. And without even taking a good look at it, he gave me a one word comment, lousy. And he ask me to do it again. So i flared up and tore the paper into pieces, crush it and threw it away. Kinda went emo after that. I just stood at the back out my class while waiting to get into the social studies class. While waiting Martin asked me what happen, is it ben tay dont want to friend me. I know this sound kinda childish but those are the words he said to me. Before i can answer him kevin and him went to confront him. Hahaz, they are such nice guys. Although they are jokers at times. While walking into the class, Martin asked me to cheer up and gave me a hug. And yea, kinda needed that. This may sound gay or wad, but sometimes you really need a friend to be there for you. And a hug will do just fine. English lesson after that, scolding and scolding once again. Hmm. When going up to the hall after recess, me, ben tay, ben tan and paul talked about commiting sucide. Kinda cool if four us die together. Hahaz, Paul and friends are going jamming after school and he asked me along. But it would be kinda weird for someone with no musical talent to go jamming. So i passed

Hope this will stop.