Confession.

I may seems like a good boy but looks can be deceiving. I admit, im not such a good guy after all. I bullied people in school before, do illegal stuff, sneak out of the house late in the middle of the night. And about smoking, i had a puff or two before. Let my mum down again and again and i have beta record.. Not such a great guy after all huh?



Living my life with guilt now. Lesser and lesser, its just getting lesser. Lesser people to spend my time with. Cy got his training, bl got jamie, nest need his afternoon nap, ben needa go home to help out his mum, cath got her stuff to do, nothing much to do online either. How am i going to spend my time..... Dota dota and dota? Feeling like a emo right now who can cry anytime man. Its just like a sudden downfall, my life is going down down down. Nothing seems to be right. Switching on the com also reminds me of sad stuffs now..... Being kind is not such a great idea after all. Hmm. Maybe i should go back to wad i used to be. Does it have to end up for me to go to tutor's house everyday straight after school till 9 in the night? Or should i pick up a habit which consume time and provide me a place to go? Until now smoking is the only thing that come to my mind now. Scold me coward or wadever anyone of you wan. My life now really sux big time. Try putting urself in my shoes before giving any comments. Parents divorced, father re-married, dropped from express to NA, gf left me, a good fren have problems wif her bf because of me, all ma frens are busy with stuffs. Theres just one last thing which can make it worst. That is for me to have an accident and break my leg which prevent me to play soccer.