Last night was like hell... I drank and drank until i din even know im drunk... I lied flat on the ground somewhere near py house without my shirt on... My head cant even think properly... And it hurts alot... Ernest and bl forced me to vomit and i hate that feeling... I even cried in front of all of them... I really don know wad am i becoming to........... Smoking and drinking.......



My life sucks once again... But this time, its worst.....