Utterly disappointed.
I told many people that you said you still got feeling for me. Everyone was like disagreeing, but i believe you. But today, i finally realise that you will only have feelings for me when u are bored and alone at home. Thats when you will talk to me nicely. But when you are out with your frens, its like the same. You don need me suddenly. Stop giving me false hope. I really really hate it alot. If you want it take it, if not leave it. Dont want it just when you are bored and chuck it aside when you are not bored. There are some things you will have to pay a price for having it. For the problems that you post on ur blog, i've a solution for you. Get more frens to go out with you everyday and you can cleanly forget about me. You can say im harsh with my words, but im really sick of getting hurt again and again. And im utterly utterly disappointed. My only regrets now is that i fall so so deep for you. Now i have to climb all the way back up.