20.11.2011. 20:11
As expected i will be at tekong.
Being at the chalet yesterday made me uneasy.
I do not dare to talk much with so many familiar faces all staring at me.
But... i do not know whats the reason that i went.
Maybe its the promise 5 years back?
All i can say is on this day 5 years ago we were happy.
In fact i was very happy.
But today the amount of loneliness is i feel unbearable.
But i just hope you have a great time despite the 4 hours of sleep.

Today is a special day.
Enjoy this very day.
Happy 20.11.2011 21st Birthday.
With love and always missing you..........
<3